I used to like U, I mean for the positive things that he possess not for the other thing, mind you. But, that was a few months back. Now, I don’t know whether I should feel the same. As I told before, it’s a waste to show cares to the one who don’t deserve for it coz simply they wouldn’t know to appreciate it. Today B send me text message asking how and where I’m and how is my leg. I don’t think I want to carry on with this game anymore, I’m not going to play hide and seek as U, I rather to stand firm on who I’m. I don’t want to act or pretend to be somebody. I want to be myself. Yup, that’s me. The true of me. So, I had send him this as reply; ‘hmmm, I think you better concentrate on your life than mine. Sorry…’I know it wasn’t B the one who wanted to know about me, but U. Now, why don't U contact himself? He always did this, use someone to know about others. What so difficult with contacting directly? After thinking for a while, perhaps U want to protect his social status, i mean he is a big man, how if a girl look down or cook up some stories...or he might thinks that he will lost his pride if he contact some tiny person.. For me, its very simple, if you feel so embrasse to contact me directly, its better you don't need to know how i'm doing. Why in the world that you need to use someone as your middle man..
Your truly (22.03.10)
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