Monday, May 31, 2010

19. facing black period!

was been a while since i post anything over here...felt guilty, to go off just like that...franly speaking, i had that intention earlier....want to stop writting, leave this blog hanging..but, my inner tolds me that i should keep something, something the true of me....something that records everything of me, those that i can't share or tell others or neither do they understand them....shall in case i'm no more in this world, i know somehow, somewhere someone might reads this and at least will try to feel the same as mine....i was totally in problems, had problems and going to face lots and lots problems and i knw everyone too. but mine is always different, i always become victims of circumstances and do to some bad people around me....why i always feel that 'm so different from others??? why me?

in deep problem now and i don't see the solution yet....sometimes, i felt i'm too emo or some kind of moron....i just can't control my self, i mean my anger....why i was circle by those bad intention people, where are those good one? where are they, i want to be with them....can anyone save me?

shall i die of frustration, this blog is the a treasure (even, it don't seems to be one) at least for me....coz i just can find anyone that can read my mind or at least try to understand me....i'm pure and true...

your truly (31.05.10)

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